What to do, what to do?

I am really fucking confused. One of my very best friends is involved in a really unhealthy and emotionally abusive relationship. I can hardly stand what it makes her do and say. She throws away her own worth and stands up for her right to fuck herself over. If she wasn't someone I love deeply I could probably just shrug and walk away, but I really don't know what to do.

The person she has this icky relationship with is her sister, and right now she lives with her sister and her sister's fiance. Every time the 'happy' couple have an argument, my friend jumps right in and starts freaking on the guy to 'protect her sister'. I have tried to tell her that it's not her place, that it is only hurting all of them, but she just goes on defending her stance. Her goddamned sister is more then happy to let my friend screw herself for her benefit. I don't know what to do, I don't know how to let it go, or how to make a difference. I fucking hate this blind bullshit, when people tell themselves lies to justify bad behavior. Cowardice and dishonesty disgust me and the last thing I want is to feel this way about someone I love, especially since I know she is better then that.

Electric Sex a.k.a. A Christmas Story

Who doesn't love A Christmas Story? This is my brothers and my favorite Christmas movie of all time. Ever since I was about 9 or 10 we have watched this movie faithfully every Christmas season. Some channel, I won't give them a shout out, has hipped on to this phenomenon and now plays A Christmas Story for twenty four hours starting today. You can bet I will watch it at least twice, same with my bro, even though we are far from each other.

Now all of us who love this story know that its about one boy's memory of the 1950's Christmas when he dreamed of getting an "Official Red Ryder Carbine-Action Two-Hundred-Shot Range Model Air Rifle!" At this time it was a common wish of ten year old boys, who I might add did not need television or video games to still have violent daydreams, to want their own guns. The other most memorable sub-plot in this movie is the "the legendary battle of the lamp" otherwise known as Electric Sex! This is the hilarious moment when Ralphie's Old Man gets an award which just happens to be a stocking-covered woman's leg lamp. As you can guess Mrs. Old Man is none too happy with the sexy leg in her living room that is NOT her own.

Amongst the sparkling lights, freezing cold poles, back-alley bullies, and trip to Santa Claus, this movie is a holiday treat for any family that recognizes that we are not all perfect. Their are so many hilarious lines in this movie and they just seem to stick with ya. The taste of the Christmas season is full and saturated in this film so that even if you are celebrating in a place without the ice and snow, this story will bring it home to you wrapped in a package of warmth and laughter. (I should write reviews ;P) If you have not seen this movie, take my word, its worth seeing... and if you have,well watch it again and well we'll be watching it together!

"Oooh fuuudge!"

Right Good Drunk

Two nights ago we celebrated Tracemas. My good friend had the mis/fortune of being born on Christmas day and so as you can imagine, she almost never gets to celebrate her birthday. A couple of years ago we began celebrating it with her. First, since we all lived in the same town, we got together actually on Christmas evening and had a party for her... it was a smash. We even wrote her a song: Black Tracemas, and sang it to her. Now though, we still live in the same city, seeing as we all moved to the same bigger city, but her parents still live in the other place which means she won't be here on her birthday. So we decided to celebrate Tracemas a little early. This year we had our bash on our tree decorating day... did I mention that she was graduating from bartending school? You betcha.

So we decided to make it a mixed drink night. Woa. It was a blast. She made all kinds of drinks with sexually promiscuous names, like the good ole 'sex on the beach', and 'cum drop'. But then there were really bad girl drinks like 'good hard screw up against a wall' and 'strippers nipples'. I mean who comes up with these names? Well regardless of who comes up with them, it was Bad Kitty who chose to make them for her birthday party... hence her very appropriate name. I personally enjoyed the cosmopolitans more then anything else... not as good a name, but a damned fine martini... did I mention that it is pink?

So that made for some very drunk friends of mine. We had a buffet of yummy food as well, so no one got drunk on an empty stomach, but then I guess that just gave them all something to puke up later... poor kids. It became hilarious around 1am. Bad Kitty brought out the christmas crackers and before you knew it everybody was wandering around with paper crowns on, giving highly intellectual, but unintelligible speeches about the colour of our orange shag carpet. I will admit, I did not get drunk. I am sorry to report, but drunk and I had a serious falling out a few years back, and I have just never forgiven her (we'll call drunk a her, why not?). Besides I am not a big fan of throwing up, so I win. It sure is fun to watch your friends get drunk though. I enjoyed my two and a half drinks while they went through about seven to each of my one. I am still surprised that they all managed to keep their clothes on... I mean these are MY friends after-all, clothing is always optional! Now lets see we have Christmas Eve, then Christmas dinner, and then we are throwing a New Years Eve bash here as well... three more chances to get drunkenly naked... well maybe only one really, because who gets stupidly drunk on Christmas Eve or Christmas day? Maybe if we didn't have children... :) Well were aiming for the night before next year then!!

Adios Amigos!!

First Hot Babe

This is my very first hot babe post, and I am going to dedicate it to my first love. I have placed pictures of him on here before, but not for this particular purpose, and since he is the one who definitely deserves the number one hot spot... I present to you, the eternally pensive River Phoenix.

As most people know, River is no longer with us, but he is far from forgotten. The first movie I can remember watching the young Phoenix in would have to be, Stand By Me, an awesome Stephen King story about some boys who go on a journey to find the body of a dead boy. River played the hard-knock, but genuinely good-hearted Chris Chambers, tough kid and best friend to the main character portrayed by Wil Wheaton. They both did excellent. Bear in mind that I was only about 10 myself when that movie came out, so he was exactly the right age for me to dream about.

The next movie that made me love him even more... (aww the days of puppy love) was Explorers. A kiddie sci-fi flick about some boys who build a spaceship and fly it into outerspace to meet some Aliens that they believe have been communicating through their dreams. Ya it was one of my all-time faves. I was a Star Wars child.

After that River went on to do The Mosquito Coast, My Own Private Idaho, The Thing Called Love, Dogfight.. to mention just a few...

He was the first poster of a boy that I placed up on my wall, and I cried the day he died. River Phoenix is my first hot babe... for sentimental reasons if anything else.

Do you know me?

I got this from Johnny's blog... so lets try it out!

Pick ONE from each pair that you think describes me the best & leave it in the comments. Then copy this and post it in your own journal to see how your friends view you.
* dominant or submissive
* logical or intuitive
* social or loner
* kinky or vanilla
* cute or sophisticated
* kitten or puppy
* warm flannel sheets or sleek satin
* leader or follower
* quiet or talkative
* spontaneous or planned
* football or chess
* hiking or window shopping
* tequila or vodka
* top or bottom
* barefoot or shoes
* jeans or petticoat
* tender or rough
* aware or dreamy
* nerd or geek

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/10286853/from/RL.5/


omgedz..... hahaha i know kids like that ...having sex at school....
ive never done that... but ive been asked to in that secluded radio broadcasting room in my old highschool basment.... i didn't... but... thats because im a ahrsh chicken. and id rather not let him accidently press the mic button and let people here it live on the air... good thing im not an idiot. ...all the time haha

thats the only picture i have of berger.... surprising since i dated him for 6 months....
and i know that doens't sound like a long timebut thats the longest relationship ive ever hadi kinda like it...you can tell its just me fucking around. with the camera. thats quit a face huh.....im so wierd. hahahaha. you can tell we did lots of drugs back then cuz look at how skinny bergers cheeks are when i met him he had chubby cheeks they were all round and squishy. lol whenever i hear this song it reminds me of him alot plus its super fucking funny. im gunna post the lyrics but if you download or whatever listen to it its much better.
FLASHLIGHTBROWN- butterball
Can i take you to the movies?
I'll buy you popcorn and candy
They will make you fat and ugly,
So no other boy will look your way
And you'll be mine all mine every single day
My little butterball wouldn't go anywhere,
Without her man
Take her to the beach and she's ignored
And if she weren't so god damned pretty,
She'd be mine
Can i fuck you on the red eye?
Travelling hours with your best guy
Your aroma'd make a horse cry
So no other boy will look your way
And you'll be mine all mine every single day
If i wasn't quite so boring in bed
If i made more money at my job
If I played in a cooler band than him
And if she weren't so god damned pretty,
She'd be mine

thats a link for a commercial they showed in asia..... its fucking awsome!
http://media.ebaumsworld.com/wmv/korvid.wmv