By the Way...
Just a thought to share. I am so fucking sex deprived it's getting insane. I don't even want to use my vibrator, it would be like the worst kind of sex, completely impersonal and ultimately unsatisfying... besides I would never want to become one of those women who are perfectly happy having a battery operated lover. I want the real thing BADLY. *whine*
I can't handle having my love so far away for so damned long. I am about to EXPLODE. What am I to do? I know I can always have women lovers, but honestly, that is not what I am craving... its at these times that I recognize how unfair the idea is that it's ok to sleep with other women but not other men... to me... there's no difference what-so-ever, besides the, um... desirable parts that is.
I am going fucking crazy... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, switch... Crazy fucking going am I...
I guess there really is no rest for the wicked.
I can't handle having my love so far away for so damned long. I am about to EXPLODE. What am I to do? I know I can always have women lovers, but honestly, that is not what I am craving... its at these times that I recognize how unfair the idea is that it's ok to sleep with other women but not other men... to me... there's no difference what-so-ever, besides the, um... desirable parts that is.
I am going fucking crazy... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, switch... Crazy fucking going am I...
I guess there really is no rest for the wicked.
posted by clothosfate @ 4:54 PM
4 Comments:
At 9:02 PM,
The Zombieslayer said…
You and me both. I won't see Mrs. Z until Friday night of next week. :(
At 9:30 PM,
clothosfate said…
Man... I sure do feel for ya. I can hardly concentrate when I am like this especially because I have such a damned strong drive to be a 'good girl'... sometimes I feel like it would be alot easier if I were either out and out selfish, or simple enough not to get this way. Meh, who wants an easy life anyway.
At 2:41 PM,
The Zombieslayer said…
I couldn't take it anymore. I'm going up this weekend to see the Mrs, even though it will be around 3 in the morning when I leave up for Chico (two and a half hours northeast of San Francisco area where I am now).
Porn just doesn't do it for me anymore. I used to be able to take care of business with porn, but I think I'm porned out. I seriously haven't looked at porn in months.
At 4:58 PM,
clothosfate said…
Porned out.. I love it. Ya I know what you mean, sex with myself used to be fun and even satisfying once upon a time, but I think that in these dire situations, it only makes the problem worse... I can not leave to go see my lover, so I am still stuck trying to find an outlet...
Grrrrrrr
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